praise the Lord, i thank God Almighty, on the 11 of April, the hand of God was real upon my life, i was going throught challenge, i was in my room the whole time, and feeling real bad, i took my bible, then nothing had change, the devil is now putting idea in my head, that is better just to kill my self, i look on the silling and i sow that there is something enough to put up a rope there and kill my self, then i took four piece of cloth and tied them together and put them on my bed, then the i cry so bitterly and just could not take it, finaly i remember a verse in the bible says, in the House of God there is no place for those who take their own life, i cried and then remember the verse that the Spirit of God gave me last year, that i will never leave you nor forsake you. peace come into my heart, i thank God that He is always there, He never leave me nor forsake me, and today is truly say Christ in me the hope of glory, i just thank God and know that what iam going through its temporary, and everything that has a beggining has an end. praise the the Lord